Maybe..

Maybe one day I will call you out of nowhere

and it will all be normal again.

To all the friends I have lost

All the best friends I miss

And all the ex boyfriends I regret.

Maybe one day when I call you ( To my Friends) 

And we giggle reminiscing our college days

Amidst all I would find myself again.

I really miss her.

Maybe one day when I call ( To my Ex Boy Friend) 

The one I dated and broke, and ask if he could forgive me

For confusing friendship with love

And hug me tight and slap me

And say, let’s forget all of this and be friends again..

Maybe one day when I call ( To My best friend) 

You would actually pick up the call

And make some time for me apart from your busy schedule

We can share the pain of corporate poison mixed with a glass of liquor.. 

Maybe one day when I call (To my Father)

 I would actually show you my weak side and tell you that I need you 

And apologize to you for pretending to be the Strongest of all

You can try to fix me then like how you do to others .

Maybe one day when I call (To my Mother)

 I would tell you how much I love you

And say sorry for all the times I shouted at you

I would share all the sleepless nights I had full of regrets 

And become your best friend like how you always wanted..

Maybe one day when I call (To the one I need) 

Someone would remind me how I can go back to my old self

But also throw some light on the present

And cheer me up for the person I am today

And tell me how much he is proud of me..

Maybe, someday, all this would come true.

If not in reality, then in my dreams.

I promise to hold you tight then and never let it go.

For one last time. 

Before I confess everything.

Or not.. maybe?